Sunday, November 18, 2007

Family Values

Thanksgiving is coming up and that means families getting together to show how much they are thankful and care for one another. . . . yea right in what bizzaro world are you guys from the 1950's television ??. Most of you real people get the best thing in life to have parents or a parent if the case may be that care about you and your thoughts. You relationships are good and stable and they understand that you don't like something and why. But there are some of you that are unlucky that would be me, well actually I am very lucky to but we will get into the good after I rant about the bad. I personally have outrageously religious parents, Mum is a pastor yep a female pastor whoot for equal brainwashing yayaya. but Mum doesn't get it there are just a bunch of ideas that she has that she thinks are right and all proper in the good book, bah good book. Any how on with it yea, she wants family this and family that but you can't force family to do things and sometimes you harm them more then do them good. I personally hate all holidays and am pagan so I don't even have the same holidays, but am I respect for my beliefs . . . not by a long shot.

My beliefs are met with scorn because us pagans should have died out or us wiccans should all be hung or burned alive. I know archaic and barbaric thoughts aren't they but some out there that follow Christianity think that and to us we just wish to be left alone, nosy wankers. On to more things I say. Now my Mum wants all the family to get together and cheer and pretend we all don't hate one another, but thats not true. My sis hates me Dad because he wasn't a Dad to her growing up boo hoo, get over it already woman your 34 now. My Dad hates me because he believes I am brainwashing my child, hah alot of laughs that one. I am raising my child to think for himself and to question everything that one way and the one I chose. My Dad also hates my Sis for being a twat like she always is, scattered and not really sure what the hell side her toast is buttered on. My Dad is a self righteous prick who thinks he is right and blah ha ha. Whatever man, he knows things alot of them but not enough to make a paper house if you know what I mean. But does he say boo to how my sister raises her hellions oohh noo its all good cuz she is a Christian too don't you know. Sis and Dad are idiots is all regards too bad they are family, now my sis has hard times and I get that so we will give her some reprieve in this, I love my sister probably more then anyone else in my family but she too is pathic.

My brother is. . .well he is a twat just like my Dad, they are so cut from the same cloth as the saying goes but really you would think my brother would hate him since Dad was emotionally abusive yea, but no he is ok with that. Idiot as I have said, on to the next ooh we are back to Mum she is trying to pull us together as we try and pull apart, force is what she is using and that is wrong remember that you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink no matter how thirsty they are. Now me, I have really a great family with my husband Jake and my son Elijah, they work with me when I get silly about things ours would yell at me for. And for that I love them alot, I appreciate my Jake for helping me here and there it means alot to me. Then I have my friends Spike and Amy who might as well be family they are so sweet and close to me.

All in all I will have to say that values spread through a family as rank as mine is like spreading cancer into the hearts of the ignorant thank you and I might return to add and I might not for now I am done

3 comments:

Spike Burch said...

you can lead a horse to water and drown it, though.

Jacob.Pederson said...

oo oo,
revoke the privileges!
revoke the privileges!

Anonymous said...

Hey Shel, I finally read your rant. Sorry it took so long! I can see where you are coming from and you know how I have a side of my family that sucks too (did I say family? I meant an emotionally unavailable father who verbally assaults anyone with genuine feelings!). I love you lots! Does it feel good to get the stuff off your chest?